I don’t need anymore of your dark clouds and rain because
My threshold for pain has overly exceeded its limit
I ain’t got time for thunder bolts of misery and
I won’t provide any more company for those who ain’t lovin’ me
Instead of nourishing me
You’re drowning
And continually downing me
And I won’t let you attempt to destroy my self esteem another minute
I’m finished
I admit in the past I have had frailties
Which in turn altered my faculties
Temporarily compelling me to stay submerged
Within a whirlpool of your discouraging verbs
Pounding my psyche with negative action words
Your continual ploy of providing a few days of joy
Blurred the camouflage of uniquely disguised unending sabotage
Still steadily eroding the last existing islands of paradise I mentally preserved
Just know
I now successfully emerge from your mental cruelty and abuse
God will facilitate my needed refuge because
As of this day
I refuse to be emotionally or sexually used
I’m sick of being manipulated
The hold you once had on me has faded enough for me to gain the strength
I need to persevere
I have to get rid of all negative baggage before the end of the year
I’m not scared to be alone
So it’s time you found a new home
It’s time you packed your bags
I gave you everything I had
I am finished….
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