Stained sunsuit
crumpled khakis
spotted
spattered
scarred for
scared of
the tissue they hold
once luminous life breath
those blood blackened jeans
are not on my son
I do not, thank God,
have to cradle
my daughter’s dying form today
Enough too much
to have held a daughter
as only machines and prayer
tethered her son to life
surgeon’s head shaking
bullet holed throat esophagus lung
patched to hold
or not
Enough, too much
to see blank stares
bleak bewildered questions
in a granddaughter’s eyes
as they funeral mass her friends
Whose child is this?
This child who died?
Listen to the wind, the world, cry
.....This was mine,
my child
mine!
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